The Dramamama strikes.

a few things tonight made me think about my life and what I want in the future. having said that, I am now a very confused human being. I know what I want but then again, I don't KNOW what I want. this really doesnt make any sense here but if you're in my head, you'll see it all very clearly.

you may love someone despite all their differences but I really think that the whole story changes if those differences change who you are as a person - your morals and your beliefs. who's to say those differences won't come back and bite you in the ass?

but you know what.

I believe in working things out. if you really want something badly enough, you'd find a way to overcome the milestones that come attached. stick it out if you think it's worth it. because I don't believe for one second that problems cannot be solved that way. it may seem a little naive of me but it really is that simple: if you think something is WORTH it, why can't you invest all your time and effort into making things work?

very cryptic, all this, I know.

or do I? whatever.

nothing's wrong. just had my thoughts provoked.

oh well but that's for the future. I like to live one day at a time. and I'm very close to slapping myself for... letting myself get bothered about things that shouldn't bother a 21 year old?

in due time... in due time.

~

WHAT
IS
WITH
THE
WEATHER
THESE
FEW
DAYS?

ok today's fine actually cos it rained. but seriously. WHAT IS UP recently? it's so bad, I feel like my aircon blows out hot air.

oh and I have once again caved; my sister forced me to twitter. like she did with facebook.

so yeah. http://twitter.com/noosablue is me.

in case you were wondering what up with the nick yo, it's a beachy place in Sunshine Coast, Queensland aussie. fell in love with it when I was there a few years back. there's an awesome resort there called 'Noosa Blue'.

I realise I tend to get my nicknames from places in aussie. old blog and youtube account 'Redlynch' is actually a place in Cairns. and Cairns is my favourite place ever ever ever.

look at that. babbling. but I'd wanna own a house in aussie some day. some day. live in Cairns. although no one's gonna wanna visit me cos the ferry-ride there is quite mad.

sigh. I am so bored. the mad rush of school is finally over and in STARK contrast, time seems to be crawling so very slowly. which can be good or bad. but it's really bad when you're home, without your car (at the workshop) and have absolutely no shit to do. like today.

on the bright siddddddddddddddddddde............ swimming tmr!

Too cute.

Felicia says (12:50 AM):
yay for LC-A
Felicia says (12:50 AM):
omg rhymes!
ale says (12:51 AM):
HAHAH everything rhymes la fatty
Felicia says (12:53 AM):
no! you tell me what rhymes with orange
ale says (12:53 AM):
too strange
ale says (12:53 AM):
=D
ale says (12:53 AM):
no no
ale says (12:53 AM):
she was there with orange
and oh strange
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oh and just



yah.


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such awesomeness packed into a little animal.

Hotshoe

When I get married, I'll hand my Diana F+ or LC-A+ (when I buy it =D) to a photographer to shoot my wedding pictures. not ALL my wedding pictures of course cos my mom will freak out haha.

but a good amount of pictures will be shot on an analog camera HEAR YOU ME! too much of a love, it needs to be in my wedding too. haha

this is by far the longest hobby I've had. after all the graffiti-drawing, accessory-making and shoe-painting, film photography is the one that stuck. coincidently, it's also the most expensive hobby I've had. which kinda sucks. but you know what. it has very pleasurable returns. haha. I get a mad feeling just before I collect my films from Tripple D. I really get a kick out of it. screw digital!

no lah, I still sayang. hahaha. but analog ftw! fo teh freekeen ween!

as you can see, I'm in a rather strange mood.

2 papers down, 2 more to go. they just had to save the most epic paper for last. I have statistics on friday. people have this uncanny ability to do it with ease but this is my second time taking it. I can't do numbers.

and my shoulder hurts! my right shoulder. it has been hurting since primary school. haha. it gets so SUAN that it goes numb sometimes.

you know why? I think I know why. I always catch myself with my shoulders raised. you know that position you assume when you're telling someone you don't know something? it's like I'm perpetually stuck in a shrug. and I don't know why I do it but I catch myself doing it.

anyway it's dinner time. I should sum up.

A very random blog post.

the Splitzer is probably too cheap an accessory for the Diana F+.



cos you can get pictures like these:

top right corner: Clarke Quay
bottom left corner: One Degree 15 at Sentosa








oh and this is us:



=D

Everything bugs me today

what a positively effed up day. PMS, a sore throat and feeling feverish do not go. plus I have to wake up early just to go all the way down to school for a 1-3 minute speech. and then go home. when I'm sick. people shouldn't talk to me on days like these or i'll find every problem in the world that is wrong with you. anyone feel like this before? sorry I can't help it if i'm a bitch somtimes, easpecially when with all those elements combined. screw this shit really OMG and I forgot to mention that exams are in a week.

good night.

=) =(

It's official. I'll be moving to Kovan Residences in about 2 years' time.

the name sounds gramatically wrong and for those of you who know my OCD's been on the rise, you'll know that I really can't stand for it.

Unit #02-14. A House of Love, my family affectionally calls it. see the affiliation?

but... I don't wanna move. I hate leaving my comfort zone and for 17 years, Sunshine Terrace has been mine. how I am going to tide over it I have no idea.

although I'll unwillingly admit that the layout of the condo is so pretty and I actually like it. there's a 'spa terrace' and a lovely function room. they have a huge-ass pool and nice walkways. and the best part of it all - my mom told me I can keep a dog when we move there. the first thing I did was to check if I was awake. and I was. then I asked her a million times if she was serious and she said 'I promise'.

I guess my dog is what is gonna help me tide over the move. haha. as of this moment, I have decided to name my imaginary dog Roxy. or Phoenix. when I buy it in 2 year's time I'll tell you guys again.

but I cant help but tear at the fact that I'll be leaving so much behind. it's gonna be a major milestone for me. I don't mean to get all dramamama but 17 is not a small number.

sigh-y matters aside,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN! your rockxorz my sockxorz. I hope your birthday was a great one! =D

Good KICKASS Friday

A miracle happened on Good Friday.

CHAR CAME BACK!!



char good one lah, you got us good. but I'm glad you're back!

it was a complete FCC outing cos even anty was there!




HAHAHA.

The best Friday with the most awesome people I've ever met.

Friday

North Korea is gonna rule the world one day. they scare me. they're so weird it's not funny. what is the deal with the rocket/satellite launching shit?

oh and I just heard on the news on the radio that this guy in Singapore got shortlisted for 'the best job in the world'. the one that I posted on here before? overall caretaker of the Great Barrier Reef. sighhhhhhhhh.

does anyone know where I can go play with dogs? hahaha. like a dog farm of some sort, I heard they have them here. god i'm bored.

the weekend is here and I am not psyched. I have a LOT of work to do. a lot.

kbai.