Movie lines.

- "How did you do this to me?"

- "You're not terrible. You are the most amazing person I know."

- "I wish you were here."

- "I don't want that someone else. I want you."

- "I hate and love the way you're in my head all day. But that's probably inaccurate to say because I can't word it as well as I'd like. You do that to me."

- "You're so beautiful. I never knew what heartbreakingly beautiful meant until about 10 seconds ago."

Yeah, fine so I'm a hopeless romantic in love with words. Don't tell anyone.

Oh and I like my new layout quite a bit. :D

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Nobody
said
it
was
easy.

Very curious.

So hi! I've decided to blog today. And now that I've started I don't know if I should continue.

Here's why - I'm going to be all mopey again.

Lately, I don't know what has gotten into me. I feel like I've been so distracted from school work and hardly have any motivation to do anything. I'm even lazier than usual. Maybe it has something to do with not letting time pass too quickly. I don't know, is that stupid?

Having said that, I've made some pretty disgusting decisions recently. They are probably trivial to many people but to me... ugh. I've been mind f***ed (the situation calls for a swear word) a lot these couple of weeks and I'm not really sure of what to make of it.

Or maybe,

I'm just a drama queen.

I think I've established that in almost every blog entry but it won't stop being true. LOL.

But you know what. Every now and then I meet up with people who mean the world to me and suddenly everything falls into place. In those few hours, I forget about how screwed up the screwed up parts of my life really are, laughing my most unglam laugh and having an epic time. And then I bask in gratitude.

I've learned to not take things/people for granted and I'm confident that I've gotten pretty darn good at it. At least in my head but... you know. I love and appreciate people who make the effort to show that you mean something to them.

Sigh. 4 more weeks to graduation.