Friday

The Observatory

Venus danced behind the clouds.
The winds came and rains returned.
Indigo dyed the many stars.
Red lights fashioned a silver dome.
A wisp of hair free in the night air.
Venus danced behind the clouds.

350

It was Sunday someplace else.

And I feel

So.

People all around me have either found jobs or are actively looking for one. As you can see, I'd much rather blog. Let's hope this attitude doesn't last too long. I wanna earn ma own keep, yo.

Did I mention I'm on an idefinite holiday?

Shoulder and back have been aching more so than ever. Infuriating. I wake up eary morning feeling like (is the Ke$ha song playing in your head yet?) I've been rolled over by Optimus Prime. My upper back hurts until I tell myself to lie flat and stay still. The initial hardcore pain ebbs away leaving a dull one. Happens every morning. I'm ALMOST used to it.

And can someone explain to me why people have been saying that the new Glee episodes are bad? I very much enjoyed myself. Maybe it's the old songs.

Haha I just realised that my blog entries are like a combination of extended tweets compiled into one post.

BYE!

I wish I had bullet-proof feet.

Recently, I find myself getting into a lot of 'trouble', as my title suggests.

Sometimes you say or do things to people you wish you hadn't. And it's not what you think it is.

But what's the use in regret? It's a wasted emotion. Does nothing for your heart or your head, except maybe bring you a few nerve degenerations closer to dementia.

My days all bleed into each other. The only way I know it's the weekend is when I see both my parents at home together. I don't even watch TV anymore because 3-digit channels are a bitch. The internet has been my really good friend.

I wake up every morning thinking what the hell I'm doing with my life. Today was especially bad. You know that feeling of being forced to wake up from a bad sleep?

Good morning.

A post of bad sentence structures.

I can't believe I never saw it before!

Sometimes it's RIGHT there but you don't see it. I probably got hit a couple of times in between the eyes with it but I only saw it today.

And I am so glad I did.

So anyway. I sent out a resume today. Yeah just one. Pathetic, I know. But I really, REALLY want this job. Perfect for me. But like a good friend said: See if it wants you too.

LOL.

I will now start answering unfamiliar numbers in case it's Mr. I'm-calling-to-see-if-you-would-come-down-for-an-interview bearing good news.

Hello. You might not like me or actually like me but because this post is so eccentric you decided to be annoyed with me, but wish me luck, thanks.

(I know what you're thinking. And I blame it on... well, I haven't found anything to blame my behaviour on yet. But, you know.)

Decide.

I THINK I should start looking for a job soon but I'm not sure.

I think it's what fresh grads do. Right?

One problem though: I have gotten used to the hardcore lazing I do when I'm not on baby duty. Eat ice cream, watch Friends, fall asleep, wake up, look for a snack, continue watching Friends, only to fall asleep again. This is what I've been doing in between baby duty "shifts" for the past 2 weeks. Did I mention that I've gained weight? Although I am quite happy about that.

Like I said. Hard to be a grown up sometimes. I have recently found out that I am really bad at it.

Convocation in June.

I don't know what to feel about that.

FTS

Sometimes doing the right thing feels so horribly wrong.

But it would be unfair either way.

I have been sleeping a lot.

You know what they say about depressed people sleeping excessively.

I need to find my way again.

Priorities.

Trying to be an adult sucks.

Does anyone feel like it takes too much effort sometimes?