It's so EASY to give mindless advice to people because talk is cheap. Sure you've heard that a million times but you know it won't stop being true.
In the midst of attempting to cheer a friend up tonight I couldn't help but beat myself up over the fact that I was failing so pathetically. You're supposed to say nice things, they listen and a tiny metaphorical garden starts to bloom. But then again, if the world were that perfect nobody would get that upset to begin with. Nobody would have something to feel like a helpless fool about.
The good news is, however, that the majority of this screwed up world is in it with you. Having said that, the natural order of things suggests that everything will sort itself out eventually. Maybe it's fluff but you gotta believe in something.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Gloom.
I've been faced with something very real lately.
All this uncertainty is homicidal, to be theatrical. I don't know when, if and how I'm going to solve these problems. This whole see-saw of emotions is nauseating.
Some days are really great. But days like today need to stop happening so frequently. It’s supposed to get better. I’m not supposed to be questioning my ability to handle shit like that (anymore).
It shows, I know. Like I tweeted, I have a disgusting tendency to appear quite pathetic sometimes. So much for putting up a front. I’m supposed to be good at that! But then again I always thought I was good at “Angry Birds” but recently I’ve been having a lot of trouble with ‘em fowlz. Wow, what a tangent.
Broody people are goddamn annoying, I am aware of that. But let me be lah ok, it has been a REALLY lousy day.
Like a bad aftertaste of something that was initially pleasurable.
All this uncertainty is homicidal, to be theatrical. I don't know when, if and how I'm going to solve these problems. This whole see-saw of emotions is nauseating.
Some days are really great. But days like today need to stop happening so frequently. It’s supposed to get better. I’m not supposed to be questioning my ability to handle shit like that (anymore).
It shows, I know. Like I tweeted, I have a disgusting tendency to appear quite pathetic sometimes. So much for putting up a front. I’m supposed to be good at that! But then again I always thought I was good at “Angry Birds” but recently I’ve been having a lot of trouble with ‘em fowlz. Wow, what a tangent.
Broody people are goddamn annoying, I am aware of that. But let me be lah ok, it has been a REALLY lousy day.
Like a bad aftertaste of something that was initially pleasurable.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
2:09AM Tuesday.
HELLO, I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN A WHILE.
Typing in caps is quite infectious.
So how have I been? Meh.
Some days are better than others. Turning to retail therapy, both the online and the walking-outside kind. The effect lasts until you realise you've been spending too much money. And then you're back to feeling pathetic again. You don't get to win, ultimately. So... wtf man?
Job job job. That's what I need. A job. Will probably keep my mind from wandering and my shopping-guilt at bay. Call me, goddammit.
Typing in caps is quite infectious.
So how have I been? Meh.
Some days are better than others. Turning to retail therapy, both the online and the walking-outside kind. The effect lasts until you realise you've been spending too much money. And then you're back to feeling pathetic again. You don't get to win, ultimately. So... wtf man?
Job job job. That's what I need. A job. Will probably keep my mind from wandering and my shopping-guilt at bay. Call me, goddammit.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
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