Excruciating

Not trying to be melodramtic again but I just have one thing to say.

This has got to be the worst I've ever felt. I would not wish this on the most digusting person.

I really want to stop crying.

A post dedicated to you.

Hey. You.

If I unfollow you on twitter one day, take it as a sign of protest against your disgusting character. Not that your tweets are particularly annoying enough to result in my unfollowing but because you have proven to be a bigger moron than originally suspected. Pompous, self-righteous, you get it. And this is my best attempt at being nice.

Do you really think I don't know what it is you're trying to do? You want to solicit a reaction out of me, fine. Here it is.

I used to think rather highly of you. Evidently you shot that favourable impression of you to bloody hell. I get it. The world is unfair, things don't always turn out the way we want them to. But hey you know what, I heard in the news today that YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO EXPERIENCES THIS PHENOMENON.

Goddammit, you.

P.S. I HOPE THE PERSON WHO CREATED FOURSQUARE GETS BEATEN UP IN A DARK ALLEYWAY.

Do you remember?

Did something that I shouldn't have done.

The best part was that while at it, I knew I shouldn't be doing it. But I went ahead anyway.

So wrong, complicating and unexcusable.

Who knew how right wrong could feel?

What now.

When you start to hurt in places you never even knew you had, you know it's time to do something.

How, though, is a separate problem altogether.

Lost it.

My current state of mind cannot be too healthy.

The best part is that I think I voluntarily put myself in this position time and time again. The f*ck do we do things we shouldn't be doing? I am convinced that we all have masochistic tendencies and they surface when you're out of your freaking mind.

Also, I swear I used to write better. My English together with my thought processes all fell out that same metaphorical hole at the side of my head.

Ok. WTF does that even mean? Oh and I hate my new cyberly-vulgar self.

Hoping for something you might never get f*cking sucks.

My muse was my noodles.

Every girl I know is psycho to a certain degree. Some more than others but, yeah.

So hi guys.

Pretty certain almost every girl you date will commit some of the following crimes.

- Passive aggression: We are better at it than you are. It's infuriating, I know.
- Anger: We don't get over it as quickly as you do.
- Also, we get secretly annoyed when you pick an option not favourable to us even though we presented you with it in the first place.
- Yes, a lot of times we expect you to give in to us.
- If you haven't already realised, we are WAY MORE emotional than you are. Be careful.
- "I'm tired" is an excuse (or a lie) for a lot of things.
- We're always going to say "nothing's wrong" even when we're crazy pissed but give you the "sai bin."
- We get worse when we have our periods.

Serious.