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and the 'YOU CAN DRIVE WHILE AWAITING THE DELIVERY OF YOUR PHOTOCARD DRIVING LICENSE' receipt is like sex on paper.

The singing bow.

so. i've done a lil research here and there, talked to a couple of music shop owners and have decided to take up violin. i was just inspired one day and i've made up my mind to learn it. YEAH CMON MAN, CMON.

pretty excited about it, really. and i think i've passed the stage of desperately needing someone else to join me when doing new things like that; and it's... enriching. YEAH CMON.

GAWDDAMMIT IT'S ONE HELLUVA SAUNA DAY.

1337-esque

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all in a day.

the passing of recent events has led me to realise that i'm really not fit to be a 19 year old. apparently i suck at handling problems and all i do is cry about it. Cameron Crowe was right; being sad IS always easier because it's surrender. and it seems like all i've been doing lately is surrendering. yes, i like to cry.

and the result? i get nothing done. i've been going round and round in circles and have been burning people in the ring of fire along the way. i tend to let my emotions get the better of me and people REALLY hate that, i know.

ok the drama queen should stop talking now.

but to you, i AM sorry. i love you.

I'm back to harp on it.

SUCH a pity UB-SIM doesn't share everything with the UB in New York.

you know, life always finds a way to slap you in the face.

Wonderful melancholy

I am so very hooked on Travis' Closer. i think the last 2 days have seen me replaying the song about 84765739067 times.

so i took a day off from school today (insert Jeremy grumbling 'please lah, you do it all the time' here) as i was down with fever and a bad-ass sore throat. was at my sister's place all day vegetating in front of the tv.

she has the movie channels.

anyway, 'Elizabethtown' was on HBO in the morning and it reminded me that i used to love this show so much. and today i realised i still do. haha. i love movies that make you cry and feel all warm and fuzzy inside at the end. 'Elizabethtown' is based on a true story and that certainly made it more endearing.

one particular line from the show that stuck was the one Kirsten Dunst said to Orlando Bloom: Sadness is always easier because it's surrender.

and you know what. that cannot be more true. often we wallow in self-pity and feel depress because we WANT to. it's just easier when you give in. feeling sad for too long makes it a wasted emotion.

everyone should watch the show. it's beautiful.

Death of the better part of Thursday.

Hello, Misery. you've become an old friend. yes brought along the rest of your minions, i see. Stress, Worry and Helplessness.

please.

can you all

GO
AWAY.