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kthxbai!

A revelation and an apology.

I'm afraid I'm starting to become someone I really don't like.

About a week or two ago I was blaming it on PMS but now that the 'M' has come and gone, I still find myself being extremely crabby. I also haven't stopped nitpicking everything.

I don't know why I do it either.

A psychological perspective would probably be this: Maybe it's some underlying cause that is promoting some sort of mental stress. I tend to relief myself by snapping at people and being sulky all day. maybe it's school, maybe it's just SOMETHING I'm very unsatisfied with in life.

layman: I just need to stop being a beyotch.

Whatever it is, I hope I snap out of it soon. Lol.

Anyway, I think it's safe to say that I take it out on Alvin the most. He's unfortunate to always be in the line of fire. But he's still so patient and is always willing to give me a tight hug when I'm in one of my foul moods.

oh and that is the one thing that can genuinely make me a happier person - Tight hugs from Alvin.

and ok, playing with dogs. =D

instant remedies.

LOLSTER

ifs and maybes. says (2:37 AM):
i stopped **** and gambling and smoking all already
Felicia says (2:38 AM):
GOOD
Felicia says (2:38 AM):
I can began to love you again
Felicia says (2:38 AM):
HAHAHA
ifs and maybes. says (2:38 AM):
haha
ifs and maybes. says (2:38 AM):
lies, you never stopped

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I think Char is funny.

P/S '****' does not start with an 'F'
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My favourite couple.

:D

I really wonder sometimes. (This is also a rant post)

Ever had one of those days where you just sit down and start feeling sorry? haha shameless I know but I feel sorry for MYSELF TODAY.

I think perhaps I create my own problems. But then again, why should I always blame myself? screw that! sometimes I think it's YOUR fault. or maybe even yours. YAH, OR YOU.

today is one of those days.

I'm thinking about the future and I don't see everything going according to plan. which is weird because I am also THINKING about plans now right? do you know what I mean?

(It may be the PMS talking here but this'll all probably still be true after my period. HAHA)

I don't know. maybe I expect too much of people. or that I expect good things to happen too much. I'm kinda trying to change that but it looks like I'm failing.

somtimes I wonder whether my not doing or doing something would have changed things for the better.

also, I'm kinda obsessive, so perhaps it has something to do with all this.

haha.

everyone's got their demons so don't ask.

I think the pixie-dust finally wore off.

Blogshop is comingz soonz to a blog near j00.

ThAmZ KiA and I have officially set up a blog shop.

will start the propaganda after I've got everything 'swee swee'.

that's two ahlian/beng references in the last two sentences.

hexcited.

KTHXBAI

Seletar Airport

whoa mama I haven't updated in a while.

But I do have something to say today.

I went to Sunset Grill at Seletar for dinner today. on the way, WAY in, we got a bit lost and I got a little freaked. we drove to parts where there weren't even street lamps. all you saw were wide black fields and silhouettes of hut-like structures.

ugh.

but the sausages were as yummy as the drive in was scary. great stuff. the mushroom soup and steamed veggies were o-so-yummsy. I mean even Alvin enjoyed the veggies.

sigh but 50 bucks for three sausages, pork chop, soup and drinks is... sigh. for an ulu-until-cannot-ulu place with ants dancing on the table everywhere, it's quite mad.

babe, we're going to Keppel Bay next.