=(

baby's potentially down with dengue and it's scaring me. yes no rashes at all, but the high fever and the absence of flu symptoms does not exactly scream 'rejoice'. he can barely construct sentences because he keeps getting interrupted with the need to take short, frequent gasps of air.

i feel helpless. i hope you'll be well soon, baby. i can't take care of you as often as i would love to, but you should know that i cannot love anyone as much as i love you, and will do whatever i can in my power to make you feel better. =)